I Don't Want To Be...

I don’t need to be anything other than a prison guard’s son
I don’t need to be anything other than a specialist’s son
I don’t have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone’s attention please
If you're not like this and that
You’re gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone
And now I’m telling everybody

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be

~Gavin DeGraw~

when it comes 2 frenz...

frenz... how shall i put tis??? well i'm just satisfied tat i hav frenz who r crazy enuff 2 mingle with... i dunno how i'd live with frenz who r serious n dun tok much... i'd die of boredom... i've met lotsa good frenz... n now i hav a bunch of great classmates who r like a bunch of ppl who've been struck with luaghin gas... awsome... n 2 tell u da truth... hehehe... they r kinda yellow yellow as well... like me la.... heheh... biasela... but there's this guy in class... known 2 most of us as tai ko tai... heheh... not da phone baling kepale kambing yeah... he's 2 darn serious... geez... i just can't stand him.... muahahahahhah.... i'm so mean... once again... macam biasela... okla,... i'd better stop kutukin ppl in here... so wait fer ma nxt post aight! C yaZ!!!

life in UTAR...

it's great 2 b here i suppose... get 2 meet nu ppl... n nu frenz... n the best of all... i get 2 do wat i've always wanted 2 do!!! oni 3 words can describe how i'm feelin now... AWSOME! AWSOME!! AWSOME!!! my classmates... well they're kinda awsome... some r sesated in their own kinda way... as usual... cept fer da fact tat in da whole faculty there's oni 2 indians n i've yet 2 seen a malay... neways, thank god tat there's some bananas like me... muahahahha... so i get i gotta go now... will post as soon as i go on9 the next time... caucincau!!!

awsome!!!

heheheh.... all i've been doin all day is grin as wide as i could... in pangkor rite now, n havin a helluva good time. cept tat d swimmin pool is filled with darn dirty apes.... da water is so damn keruh... tot tat i cud oni find air keruh in ayer keroh. neways i'm still havin a good time. awsome!!! c ya'll soon!

holidaze!!! wooohooooo.....!!!

finally i get 2 go fer a holis. pangkor, here i come!!! hell yeah! i really need this break after all tat i've been through. thx dad!!! c ya'll soon!

welcome 2 ma life...

i woke up tis mornin 2 simple plan's welcome 2 ma life & BANG!!! it hitz me in ma face tat watever tat is said in tat song, is wat ma life is like at this moment of time. things rn't as ez as it seems when every1 is against ya & there's nothin in da world u can do 2 change the fact tat there r ppl who r educated but silly (actually it's more like a dumbass than silly) as hell.

speakin bout music, some ppl hate loud music though. they said it kills their ears. but the fact is, when u listen to wat is said in a song, the lyrics, they might just connect to yer life in some way u can nvr xplain. tis might sound cliche but it's da truth. y dun u try it someday coz u might b surprise with wat u might find. it's not da beat tat matters, it's da lyrics tat counts.

simple plan, linkin park (they ROCK!!!!), eminem, bsb (hey! i waz still naive fer god's sake!), dario G, n not 2 ferget da malaysian bands... and many (a gazillions) more are from differ genres of music but i find tat i can really relate ma life 2 their lyrics though. heheh... not tat i can relate ma life 2 eminem's songs, but he's good... wish i can rap free style like dat... well who knows... :) shud try it 1 day though. there's always a 1st fer everythin. enuff ramblin fer a day... gotta jet... peace out :)

SNAFU

Y??? y the fuck can't theze ppl leave me alone??? y the fuck do they hav 2 ask me all these fucked up questions??? what the fuck do they want from me??? they want me to tell da fuckin truth??? well if i did, then my dad wud b all fucked up!! i can't tell them tat tat fuckin b'atchy aunt of mine brain wash my dad in2 talkin me 2 study in MMU. i fuckin can't!! coz then they'd blame my dad, and who knows wat they might say 2 my dad??? fuckers n b'atch. they oni know how 2 assume and not really know the truth behind all this chaos in ma life. maybe those who need 2 do some realization are they themselves. they think tat they know every single fuckin d'tales in ma life. HELL NO!! screw them fer makin all those fucked up assumptions. HELL YEAH!! what the fuck... i'll make them realize how wrong they are. one day i'm gonna write wat they've done n publish em in da newspaper 2 show them how fucked up they were in their lives... fer now i just need 2 achive my goals and spit on their faces when the time comes. SNAFU...

day off... awsome!!!

ma day off... oni one word 2 describe it... A-W-S-O-M-E, AWSOME!!! woke up... watch tv... had a wet reunion... shoppin... n now... lepakin! it feels so good 2 get a day off after all da hard work... phew.... time 2 think... brb :D

workin => shoppin

wat do i hav 2 say bout shoppin... I HATE IT! but when all i do is work n no play... i need shoppin... just 2 pamper myself fer all da hardwork i've put myself through. hahah... guess tat's a good reason fer me 2 go shoppin... i need 2 do it once in a while though... 2 stock up my supplies... wat kind of supplies u may ask? the usuals... gals stuff... heheh... i dun really buy clothes... hate doin tat... but papers are my fav purchases... heheh, guess now u know where 2 get paper when u need em :)

And There Was Then

Hmmm.... Things hadn't been great fer me in da past few daze. Down with a cold... damn! I hate it when I'm sick. Neways, on da bright side, I've decided on da title of da book dat i wanna write. "And There Was Then"... A story about my mum's childhood... all da mischievous stuff dat me mom n her siblings did when they were lil.... 2 bad I cudn't go through dat kinda childhood. Stuff they did back then we kewl...heheh.... Well I guess I'd better jet off 2 bed... Stinky is callin me n I can't stand it.... ZZZzzzzz..........