come 'n go

no, no... not touch 'n go! heheh... newayz, 2day's my last day at Seventeen... i'm so sad 2 leave, but then again... i hav 2 get bk 2 skool... expn is waitin fer me... heheh... yeah, yeah, i'm dreamin. but dreamin is what makes u sucessful. if u dun dream, u won't even hav any idea wat u wud do. a dream is the point where u hav 2 get 2, yer dream is ur goal. ok, ok... put stop!

bk 2 my last day story... yeah it is sad 2 leave. i've had such a great time here. there's the bunch of crazy ppl, sarah, mable, jayen and daphany... n not 2 ferget seema n yi hua who is always askin me 2 say somethin... heheh... yeah i'm kinda quiet... (it might b unbelievable 2 those ppl who know me out there, n no i'm not sick!). i hav lots of firsts here. my 1st photoshoot (thx 2 mable), my 1st christmas party (oso thx 2 mable, heheh), my 1st piece that is published, my 1st time goin out loanin n returnin... n not 2 ferget, my 1st time havin such crazy colleagues, who are more of frenz than colleagues. i'm gonna miss ya'll sooo much! so near yet so far... maybe we might see each other in jaya... hahah.

well done with workin, goin bk 2 skool, hence, the ROAD TRIP! the planz which i can say "has officially gone wayyy crazeeee!!" well it waz originally planned fer 3d/2n which turned out to b 4d/3n n it ended up as a 5d/4n trip... r we talkin crazee or wat?? hmm... yeah we r... as usual... ok my dearest pahang, u better b prepared fer us... or malaysia won't hav a son called pahang anymore... heheh...

**2 daze 2 2006, 17 daze 2 ROAD TRIP!!! i'm still sad though :(

-sad n crazee-

once insaned, alwayz insane...

insaned?? does dat word even exist?!?! nvm, nvm... insanianz can use any word they want... which leads to... our ROAD TRIP updates!!!

remember in one of my previous posts, we cudn't decide where 2 stay? kuantan or cherating? well we've decided 2 stay in both kuantan n cherating... crazee? yep, i know... n we also extended the duration of the trip from 3D/2N to 4D/3N... dat's even crazier! this means dat i hav 2 skip 4 daze of classes (i'd probably take 2 daze of MC though)!!

since the stay in kuantan wud b free, we'll b stayin in a hotel in cherating. the original plan waz dat we're gonna camp on da beach(2 cut cost) but we cudn't find tents... 2 bad... it wud'da been da bomb!!!

aight then, planz r set... we just need 2 plan out the stuff we wud wanna do there... drop by terengganu or somethin... check in soon!

**9 daze 2 2006, 24 daze 2 ROAD TRIP!!!!!

-I.N.S.A.N.E. Inc.-

merry christmas!!!... Seventeen style!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PPL!!! heheh... it's 7.30 and i'm still in da office... it's fer a good cause though... hahah... we just finished our christmas partae... it waz fun... a very happy day 2day,... my first christmas partae... besides da 1 we had when uncle bob waz bk here like 9 years ago n da time when i joined toaster fer her family's christmas dinner when i didn't manage 2 get a bus ticket home... thx every1(u know who u r)! n also thx fer da prezzies!!!

HAV A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS YA'LL!!!

**10 daze 2 2006, 25 daze 2 ROAD TRIP!!! n still countin down...

-christmassy crazee-

wut???

yesterday i waz sittin in ma room, finishin up my buyin guide fer march. while doin dat, i decided 2 check out if jay chou's as good as what my frenz described him 2 b... n so i listen 2 a few songs and amazingly i got hooked up to a song! tat 1 particular song, i listened over n over again fer about an hour or so... it's such a bubbly, happy song... though i dunno wat's he singin abt, but the beat is so happy-like dat i just can't help it. hope it's not a song abt some ppl dyin or somethin... then it wud b so devastatin. neways, i can officially say tat the songs r kinda good... really! hmmm... if i know what the songs r abt then i might b able 2 comment more! heheh...

11 daze 2 2006, 26 daze 2 ROAD TRIP!!!

-crazee s can b-

skippedy doo dah... skippedy day...

well since i'm gonna leave the office early 2day, i'm gonna finish all ma 7 posts now. if u noticed, i've used the rainbow colors fer ma posts 2day. hahah... i really m crazee...

i'm alone in da office 2day, with daphany tat is. elaine's on MC. mable, sarah n jayen r at the writer's workshop. aileen went 2 help out fer torque's photoshoot in alamanda P. n i'm here all alone. thank god daphany is here... but i decided 2 leave early... go n get my student bill at campus n stuff.

neways, nxt week is my final week here. so i'll just enjoy bein here while i still can... gonna miss ya'll!!

bk 2 skool spirit... HELLLLL YEAH!!!

i'm in da bk 2 skool spirit... yes i m... fer da 1st time... long holis is not a good thing... no, no it's not. but at least i get 2 gain some xperience here at Seventeen. it ain't so bad...

then again, i can't wait 2 go bk 2 skool... though it would b a whole lot tougher nxt yr... subjects r gettin harder, industrial trainin in da 2nd sem (i wonder where should i go fer ma trainin? 8TV? The Star? Bernama? hmm... tat's a tough 1), n not 2 ferget, some self centered b'atch who couldn't care less about other ppl's feelings (spoilt brat!). but tat wudn't affect me... i know wat i want n nothin cud stop me from achievin it.

go fer GOLD! or izit go fer GOAL? gold or goal, it's still the same thing 2 me... heheh...

writer's block...

i'm havin a writer's block!!! i dunno how 2 run my story... any1 wana help? heheh... come on u ppl out there, i know u guys hav a good heart... heheh...

ok, lets see... football, done, futsal, done, sk8boardin, done, triathlon, not done, golf, not done, how many more? 5?? nooooo!!!!!!!!

ROAD TRIP!!!

WOOOHOOOOOOO!!! road trip!! well planz fer our road trip is finalised... oni 4 of us r goin... toaster, donut, lulu n me!!! we're gonna b freakin crazy!! well boohoo... like u dun oredi know dat... hahah...

i can't wait 2 go though... i really can't wait, that i've already made the list of things 2 bring! crazee ME... well i know u know tat i m... unless if u dunno me tat well tat is... heheh...

well da date fer da road trip is set on the 16th-18th of january, the third week of my semester... i know, i know... it's durin the weekdaze... yep, u got it right! i'm skippin class... just 2 go on this road trip... to cherating! i can't miss out on that! but we haven't decided if we're gonna stay in cherating or kuantan though... we're just gonna go anywhere we feel like goin... but fer sure we won't b landin in thailand coz we dun hav our passports... or maybe we can b some illegal immigrant, heheh... who knows? u can nvr predict wat will happen when it comes 2 us, the fellow I.N.S.A.N.E.ans :P

will definitely spill da dtails from the road trip... tat i promise!

returnin = worse

well returnin is much, much faster than loanin but da stares r worse than loaning. the the worst thing is dat ppl starts whisperin stuff... n they whispered it out loud... i can hear U!!! gee... mind ur own bizwhackz man... wana keh poh pun jgnler kuat sgt... *tsk, tsk*

**cut!!! but it's not a wrap yet...

i'm just loanin, the stuff ain't mine!!

loaning is fun? yeah it is coz u get 2 carry so many shoppin bags filled with branded goods but the bad thing in tat u dun own em. n the other bad thing is tat ppl keep on staring at u like u're an alien or somethin! i m not an alien!! NO!!!

well it waz my 1st time goin out loanin fer the fashion spread photoshoot. we had 2 go 2 28 stores in 1U n a few stores in MV... when we were done, the car waz filled with stuff as if i waz on a lottery winnin shoppin spree. kewl! heheh... but then again, i dun own any of the stuff... sheekh!

ooo n not 2 ferget, somethin funny happened when i waz loanin in 1U. i waz carryin huge guess and a caractere paperbags an i waz walkin towards UCOB from caractere, this guy who waz promotin the HSBC credit card came up 2 me n asked me if i would like 2 apply fer a cr card n i went like "no thx, i dun hav any money"... n the guy gave me a weird stare... i think he waz thinkin like... "u're carryin a whole bunch of branded stuff n u tell me u hav no $$?? wat da &*^%???" hahah... sorry... it's not ma fault dude... the stuff ain't mine...

neways it waz a wonderful experience, just tat i can't stant all the stares. i shall stress it again... i dun own any of the stuff fer pete's sake!! :D

i'll continue in my nxt post... c ya in a minute!

it's been a while...

true 2 da title... it has been a while since i last posted... probably because i dun hav the time 2 post... there's been loanin, returnin, writin, and shootings 2 do... but i managed... hahah... surprisingly, it wasn't tirin at all! probably it's coz i hav so much fun doin it.

neways, there r stuff that i wanted 2 post a while ago but i didn't so i'm gonna post it in my nxt post... which will start now...

ooo yeah...

i fergot 2 add... yesterday i went fer lunch break at da curve... heheh... i tot tat lunch break is just an hour but i actually went fer a 3 hour lunch break with my colleagues... crazy but cool... hahah... i never expected dat

worst day ever??? nahhhh.....

yesterday... hahah... it waz kinda like a funny day... it waz a bad day but it's good in a way... gee... doez tat even make sense???

newayz... it all started after work... it waz gonna rain... i had 2 go down 2 pudu 2 get ticks 2 go bk 2day... u know how the bus system in m'sia sucks n it's hard 2 get last minute ticks on fridays... i HATE dat!

but it already started drizzlin when i waz half way through 2 da bus stop... it'z okay though... a lil rain could nvr hurt me... things were okay till after i got my ticks... DAMN!!!

ooo yeah, before i ferget 2 mention... i kinda rolled up ma pants when i waz in da bus n i waz walkin around like a fisherman 2 pudu... heheh... (tat'z the good part of da bad day coz i get 2 do somethin new... b more adventurous... muahahahaha... more like somethin cacated or my fav... SESATED!!!)

movin 2 da bad part... after i got my ticks... it waz rainin my ass!!! the rain waz so heavy!!!! but i decided 2 walk neways... no rain can stop me... so there i waz, walkin in a rolled up pants, a wobbly umbrella and a pool of water around my feet (meanin tat my shoes were filled with water)!!! ewwwww..... tat sucks big time!! i can't stand wearin wet shoes... so i did another sesated thing... i went in2 watson's, bought a 5 ringgit beach slipper (thank god it'z blue) and changed shoes in da middle of da street, under da rain...!!! hahah... i shud've taken a video coz i know i looked ridiculous... but i dun care, nothin can b worse than walkin in wet shoes...

at least i got my ticks... i didn't go home soakin wet, i had McD's and i had fun! heheh...

i'm CRAZY!!! i KNOW!!

-CR@ZY@ZZ-

** p/s : i know i used pink fer this post... hahah... i wouldn't usually use tat color rite... neways... it had been a crazy day, so y not just another crazy thing 2 do... SESAT!!!

i love my job....

woohoooo...!!! work is fun... heheh... besides bein able 2 go on9... hehehe... yesterday waz my 1st photoshoot... in lim kok wing... tat place is awsome... i know, i know... i used 2 kutuk them when i waz an MMUan... of course i will... hidup MMU!!! hahah... newayz... we had 2 walk around the campus n the photoshoot went on fer like 8 hours! surprisingly, i wazn't tired at all... maybe it'z bcoz i had lotz of fun... it waz awsome! thx Mable fer dat wonderful xperience... n not 2 ferget thx Seventeen fer takin me in! awsome!

work... more like bein paid 2 go on9...

heheh... it is true though... yesterday waz ma 1st day of work... in Seventeen mag... jgn jealous... but then i'm oni an intern... no biggie... neways, bk 2 yesterday... i only had 2 do 2 pieces actually... then all i did waz read magz n surf da net... thank god there waz su yen 2 chat wif me! thanx gurl... if it weren't fer u i'd b dead by now... hahah... sesatednye...

well neways... lets c how my 2nd day goes... hope i hav more stuff 2 do 2day... hahah... this is the 1st time i'm askin fer more things 2 do though... yeah... fer a good cause... shower me with more knowledge ppl!!! i wana learn,learn, learn more stuff...

that's all fer now... will post again b4 i leave... that is if i dun hav anythin 2 do...

peace out!

I'm sorry...

I'm sorry daddy... I really didn't mean it :(

lettin go...

... *i can't describe it* ...

~untitled~

yesterday, i had my first ride on an ambulance... *sigh* i've always thought that i will go through this experience while gathring info fer news or my job.... i've nvr expected 2 go through this with a loved one. but i'm glad i waz the one who went to the hospital with him. i want to be with g'pa while he's sick... i wana b there with him, take care of him... at this point of time, i dunno wat else to do but hope fer da best.

i had great memories with g'pa. that i thank god for. i will nvr ferget da times i spent with g'pa. you will always remain in my heart.

2day, my uncles and aunts includin momy had 2 make an important decision... watever their decision is, i just dun wanna c g'pa suffer... i m prepared fer him to go but i'm not prepared to see him suffer... that's what made me cannot stop cryin. i dun want g'pa 2 b in pain...

plz god, do take care of g'pa ... ease his pain so that he won't suffer from it.

lets just pray....

21, full of fun...

i once saw this phrase on a keychain... it is partly true though... but fer me it's not totally filled with all da fun in da world. i officially turned 21 this mth... a wonderful thing though coz of all da $$ i got... hahah... hey money is essential fer da time bein u know... but the most priceless gift i received was my cam, a SONY Cybershot H1... jangan jealous you... :P

however, turning 21 also made me realize that i have many obligations that i have to fulfill. many things happened in this month... my finals, daddy's bro found out that he has a tumor in his lungs, g'pa was hospitalised coz he fell down, and now... family conflicts.

i did a lot of thinkin when i was cleanin the kitchen fer mum... it made me lost track of time and believe it or not... i finished cleanin da kitchen at 3am... a record fer me... hahah... i nvr realize that i could be that hardworking... :D neways, i decided that i might not get a job fer this 3 mths break... i'll help mom, take care of g'pa, and help dad, b his co-pilot when he has 2 bring his bro 2 UH. n aunt marg... mommy dun need 2 gimme allowance fer takin cake of g'pa... i never depend on my parents fer $$... i oni ask them fer $$ when i'm desprate (though it rarely happens)... money may be essential but it's not everythin u know... g'pa is my g'pa, my responsibility too!

all the thinkin and what happened today made me realized that respect is not given to us freely but it should be earned. R-E-S-P-E-C-T, find out what it means to me, R-E-S-P-E-C-T, take care, TCB... sorry, sorry... i got carried away... man dat song rocks!! neways, i came to that conclusion after losin my respect fer my unc n aunts... not all of 'em but some of 'em. seein how they treat g'pa n mommy, they really dun deserve my respect. though i would not show it out coz that would be disrespectful and make mom n dad hav a bad rep, but somewhere deep down my heart... i just know... THEY DON'T DESERVE MY RESPECT. if u're messin with my family then u're messin with me... u can bully me all u want but never ever touch those people i love!

some of u who read this may think that i'm rude, disrespectful n maybe a b'atch... go ahead... think whatever u want to think... it doesn't matter to me... coz i dun care abt what u think... all that matters to me are those people who are worth to be cared abt. mommy, i support u 100%... though at times u might b wrong (then i'll tell u off), we're human beings... we all make mistakes... i know i did... MANY TIMES!

well there isn't much that i can do but i'll try my best. one thing's fer sure... we will not be taken fer granted... i'll make sure of that.

everythin's goin as planned.... [con't]

well based on my last post "what a dumbass" please take note that that doesn't effect my plans... in fact... this are goin pretty good... hell yeah... i'll live on n i'll survive fer sure! ROCK ON!!!

what a dumbass...

fuck you b'atch... wat do u expect? me come crawlin 2 u n apologise? kiss my ass... hell, i dun even know wat i did wrong!!! well if u're that small of a gas... then u're not worth bein ma fren... wat? u expect me 2 talk 2 u when u dun wana talk 2 me?? well think again... i've seen yer attitude towards others but i didn't expect u 2 treat me that way... hell i dun even care anymore... i dun think u ever take me as a fren anyways... if u think every1 would comply 2 what u want then u're dead wrong... u may do it 2 yer parents n lecturers but not 2 me... dream on b'atch!

everythin's goin as planned....

well it has been almost 7 months since i stepped foot in UTAR... and things are pretty much as what i expected... my results are better than what i used 2 get in MMU... things seem even more interesting to learn... loans are in... fucked up bitches are out... dad's happy, mum's happy, i'm happy... so things are good... in a way... what can ever go wrong... cept that it's too early to say... but i'm sure i can do it... EXPN here i come!!!

HOP3 featuring Cee-Lo

[Twista talking]
Man, I know we had a lot of tragedies lately.
I just wanna say rest in peace to Aaliyah,
Rest in peace to Left Eye,
Rest in peace to Jam Master Jay,
And everybody lost in the Twin Towers,
And everybody lost period.
All we got is HOPE!!

[VERSE 1 (Twista)]
I wish the way I was living could stop, serving rocks,
Knowing the cops is hot when I'm on the block,
And I Wish my brother woulda made bail,
So I won't have to travel 6 hours to see him in jail, And I
Wish that my grandmother wasn't sick,
Or that we would just come up on some stacks and hit a lick, And I (I wish)
Wish my homies wouldn't have to suffer,
When the streets get the upper had on us and we lose a brother, And I
Wish I could go deep in a zone,
And lift the spirits of the world with the words with in this song, And I (I wish)
Wish I could teach a could teach a soul to fly,
Take away the pain out cha hands and help you hold them hi, And I
Wish God never gave the men power
To be able to hurt the people inside the Twin Towers, And I (I wish)
Wish God woulda turned they hearts righteous,
When they started to take innocent lives and become snipers,
But uh We will never break, don't underestimate, we shall motivate,
And we gotta pray, all we got is faith.
Instead of thinking about who gonna die to day,
The Lord is gonna help you feel better, so you ain't gotta cry today.
Sit at the light so long,
And then we gotta move straight forward, cuz we fight so strong,
So when right go wrong,
Just say a little prayer, get ya money man, life go on!!!
Let's HOPE!

[CHORUS (Cee-Lo)]
Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay.
Let's be hopeful!

[VERSE 2 (Twista)]
I wish that you could show some love,
Instead of hatin so much when you see some other people commin up (I wish)
I wish I could teach the world to sing,
Watch the music and have 'em trippin of the joy I bring, (shiit)
I wish that we could hold hands,
Listen instead of dissin lessons from a grown man, And I (I wish)
Wish the families that lack, but got love, get some stacks
Brand new shack and a lack that's on dubs, And I
Wish we could keep achieving wonders,
See the vision of the world through the eyes of Stevie Wonder, (you feel me) (I wish)
And I hope all the kids eat,
And don't nobody in my family see six feet, (ya dig)
I hope them mothers stain' strong,
You can make it whether you wit him or your mans gone, And I (I wish)
Wish I could give every celly some commissary,
And the po po bring the heat on them priest like they did R. Kelly, And I
Wish that DOC could scream again
And bullets could reverse so Pac and Biggie breath again, (shit) (I wish)
Then one day they could speak again,
I wish that we only saw good news every time we look at CNN,
I wish that enemies could talk,
And that super homie Christopher Reeves could still walk, (I wish)
I wish that we could walk a path, stay doin the right thing
Hustle hard so the kids maintain up in the game,
Let's HOPE

[CHORUS (Cee-Lo)]
Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay.
Let's be hopeful!

[VERSE 3 (Twista)]
Wish the earth wasn't so apocalyptic,
I try to spread my message to the world the best way I can give it,
We can make it always so optimistic,
If you don't listen gotta live my life the best way I can live it,
I pray for justice when we go to court,
Wish it was all good so the country wouldn't have to go to war,
Why can't we kick it and just get em on,
And in the famous words of Mr. King "Why can't we all just get along",
Or we can find a better way to shop and please, And I
Hope we find a better way to cop a keys, And I
Wish everybody would just stop and freeze,
And ask way are we fulfillin these downfalls and prophecies,
You can be wrong if it's you doubting,
With the faith of a must to see drinkin moon mountains,
And only the heavenly father and ease the hurt,
Just let it go and keep prayin on your knees in church!!
And let's HOPE

[CHORUS (Cee-Lo) X2]
Cuz I'm hopeful, yes I am, hopeful for today,
Take this music and use it
Let it take you away,
And be hopeful (hopeful) and he'll make a way
I know it ain't easy but that's okay.
Let's be hopeful!

[BACKGROUND]
na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa
na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa
na-na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na

na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa
na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa
na-na-na-na-na-na-naaaa-naaa
na-na-na-na-na-na
na-na-na-na-na-na

**A great song by Twista

Be hopeful ppl!

M3RD3K@!!!

merdeka!!! is all in my head 2day... but there's somethin that i'm not fond of though... ppl are all sayin that it's good fer me tat i dun hav 2 take PM... fine! yes it is good... but it's not ma fault tat they hav 2 take it either... it's sucks coz the way say it is as if they are blamin me coz they hav 2 take dat stupid paper... damnit... it's not my fault! neways... so sorry that they hav 2 hav so much self pity... as fer me... MERDEKA!!!!

a male bitch???

i dunno that there is such thing as a male bitch until now.... *sigh* sad to say that i found it out myself... "life sucks, i know" a phrase taken from Blink 182's single, All the Small Things... it's tatolly true... to bad to those who haven't gone through it... u eventually will... someday....

now back to the male bitch issue... a male bitch?? is there such thing??? nah... it's just my perception of how bitchy a guy can be... insensitive, self centered, selfish, "bimboish", way too sensitive, seems to be an angle but the true fact is that he's not... ewww,... this type of guy is way meant to be dispised... like i usually said... "WOI! SEDARLAH DIRI TUE SIKIT!!!"

a normal male with all da bitchy trades... a sign of a male bitch... realization sucks big time! but there's nothin we can do... but to accept the fact tat male bitches do exist! sorry to say guys... but u guys do act bitchy sometimes... i'm not sayin all of u, but a portion of u do...

that's all i hav 2 say fer now...

till nxt time...

peace out

one more thing...

just 2 add a few stuff b4 i blah... simple plan is comin 2 m'sia again on march 29th. havin a joint concert with avril lavigne!!! woohooo!!! so i guess tat means i'm goin fer da concert... heheh... unless if i'm dead broke tat is... btw, toaster and ah siau, if u guys wana go then u know where 2 find me rite? heheh... and b4 i ferget... Happy CNY 2 all of ya out there!!! c ya'll soon!!!

simplicity, rage and anger!

fuckin shit!!! damn it! geez... izit so hard 2 understand when i said "dun touch my stuff"?!?!?! when i said it, just listen... damn! now i've lost everythin... everythin tat meant 2 me da most!!! okay, okay... some of u might take it as just a few mp3 files... but they mean a lot 2 me!!! it's the memories tat counts, damn it! it's just a simple rule 2 obey! u borrow some1's things u listen 2 wat they say! n if they say dun touch any files then dun!!! izit tat hard 2 understand??? fuck it! i'm so angry rite now i can kill!!! n if i c tat fella rite now, i just might do so. so i'll just stay here n spill my senses here b4 i do somethin tat wud put me in jail.... damn fuckin shit!

I Don't Want To Be...

I don’t need to be anything other than a prison guard’s son
I don’t need to be anything other than a specialist’s son
I don’t have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone’s attention please
If you're not like this and that
You’re gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone
And now I’m telling everybody

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be

~Gavin DeGraw~

when it comes 2 frenz...

frenz... how shall i put tis??? well i'm just satisfied tat i hav frenz who r crazy enuff 2 mingle with... i dunno how i'd live with frenz who r serious n dun tok much... i'd die of boredom... i've met lotsa good frenz... n now i hav a bunch of great classmates who r like a bunch of ppl who've been struck with luaghin gas... awsome... n 2 tell u da truth... hehehe... they r kinda yellow yellow as well... like me la.... heheh... biasela... but there's this guy in class... known 2 most of us as tai ko tai... heheh... not da phone baling kepale kambing yeah... he's 2 darn serious... geez... i just can't stand him.... muahahahahhah.... i'm so mean... once again... macam biasela... okla,... i'd better stop kutukin ppl in here... so wait fer ma nxt post aight! C yaZ!!!

life in UTAR...

it's great 2 b here i suppose... get 2 meet nu ppl... n nu frenz... n the best of all... i get 2 do wat i've always wanted 2 do!!! oni 3 words can describe how i'm feelin now... AWSOME! AWSOME!! AWSOME!!! my classmates... well they're kinda awsome... some r sesated in their own kinda way... as usual... cept fer da fact tat in da whole faculty there's oni 2 indians n i've yet 2 seen a malay... neways, thank god tat there's some bananas like me... muahahahha... so i get i gotta go now... will post as soon as i go on9 the next time... caucincau!!!