M3RD3K@!!!

merdeka!!! is all in my head 2day... but there's somethin that i'm not fond of though... ppl are all sayin that it's good fer me tat i dun hav 2 take PM... fine! yes it is good... but it's not ma fault tat they hav 2 take it either... it's sucks coz the way say it is as if they are blamin me coz they hav 2 take dat stupid paper... damnit... it's not my fault! neways... so sorry that they hav 2 hav so much self pity... as fer me... MERDEKA!!!!

a male bitch???

i dunno that there is such thing as a male bitch until now.... *sigh* sad to say that i found it out myself... "life sucks, i know" a phrase taken from Blink 182's single, All the Small Things... it's tatolly true... to bad to those who haven't gone through it... u eventually will... someday....

now back to the male bitch issue... a male bitch?? is there such thing??? nah... it's just my perception of how bitchy a guy can be... insensitive, self centered, selfish, "bimboish", way too sensitive, seems to be an angle but the true fact is that he's not... ewww,... this type of guy is way meant to be dispised... like i usually said... "WOI! SEDARLAH DIRI TUE SIKIT!!!"

a normal male with all da bitchy trades... a sign of a male bitch... realization sucks big time! but there's nothin we can do... but to accept the fact tat male bitches do exist! sorry to say guys... but u guys do act bitchy sometimes... i'm not sayin all of u, but a portion of u do...

that's all i hav 2 say fer now...

till nxt time...

peace out

one more thing...

just 2 add a few stuff b4 i blah... simple plan is comin 2 m'sia again on march 29th. havin a joint concert with avril lavigne!!! woohooo!!! so i guess tat means i'm goin fer da concert... heheh... unless if i'm dead broke tat is... btw, toaster and ah siau, if u guys wana go then u know where 2 find me rite? heheh... and b4 i ferget... Happy CNY 2 all of ya out there!!! c ya'll soon!!!

simplicity, rage and anger!

fuckin shit!!! damn it! geez... izit so hard 2 understand when i said "dun touch my stuff"?!?!?! when i said it, just listen... damn! now i've lost everythin... everythin tat meant 2 me da most!!! okay, okay... some of u might take it as just a few mp3 files... but they mean a lot 2 me!!! it's the memories tat counts, damn it! it's just a simple rule 2 obey! u borrow some1's things u listen 2 wat they say! n if they say dun touch any files then dun!!! izit tat hard 2 understand??? fuck it! i'm so angry rite now i can kill!!! n if i c tat fella rite now, i just might do so. so i'll just stay here n spill my senses here b4 i do somethin tat wud put me in jail.... damn fuckin shit!

I Don't Want To Be...

I don’t need to be anything other than a prison guard’s son
I don’t need to be anything other than a specialist’s son
I don’t have to be anyone other than the birth of two souls in one
Part of where I’m going is knowing where I’m coming from

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

I’m surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can’t be the only one who’s learned

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me

Can I have everyone’s attention please
If you're not like this and that
You’re gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain, the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay to stone
And now I’m telling everybody

(Chorus)
I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I’m supposed to be
I don’t want to be anything other than me
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be
I don’t want to be

~Gavin DeGraw~

when it comes 2 frenz...

frenz... how shall i put tis??? well i'm just satisfied tat i hav frenz who r crazy enuff 2 mingle with... i dunno how i'd live with frenz who r serious n dun tok much... i'd die of boredom... i've met lotsa good frenz... n now i hav a bunch of great classmates who r like a bunch of ppl who've been struck with luaghin gas... awsome... n 2 tell u da truth... hehehe... they r kinda yellow yellow as well... like me la.... heheh... biasela... but there's this guy in class... known 2 most of us as tai ko tai... heheh... not da phone baling kepale kambing yeah... he's 2 darn serious... geez... i just can't stand him.... muahahahahhah.... i'm so mean... once again... macam biasela... okla,... i'd better stop kutukin ppl in here... so wait fer ma nxt post aight! C yaZ!!!

life in UTAR...

it's great 2 b here i suppose... get 2 meet nu ppl... n nu frenz... n the best of all... i get 2 do wat i've always wanted 2 do!!! oni 3 words can describe how i'm feelin now... AWSOME! AWSOME!! AWSOME!!! my classmates... well they're kinda awsome... some r sesated in their own kinda way... as usual... cept fer da fact tat in da whole faculty there's oni 2 indians n i've yet 2 seen a malay... neways, thank god tat there's some bananas like me... muahahahha... so i get i gotta go now... will post as soon as i go on9 the next time... caucincau!!!

awsome!!!

heheheh.... all i've been doin all day is grin as wide as i could... in pangkor rite now, n havin a helluva good time. cept tat d swimmin pool is filled with darn dirty apes.... da water is so damn keruh... tot tat i cud oni find air keruh in ayer keroh. neways i'm still havin a good time. awsome!!! c ya'll soon!

holidaze!!! wooohooooo.....!!!

finally i get 2 go fer a holis. pangkor, here i come!!! hell yeah! i really need this break after all tat i've been through. thx dad!!! c ya'll soon!

welcome 2 ma life...

i woke up tis mornin 2 simple plan's welcome 2 ma life & BANG!!! it hitz me in ma face tat watever tat is said in tat song, is wat ma life is like at this moment of time. things rn't as ez as it seems when every1 is against ya & there's nothin in da world u can do 2 change the fact tat there r ppl who r educated but silly (actually it's more like a dumbass than silly) as hell.

speakin bout music, some ppl hate loud music though. they said it kills their ears. but the fact is, when u listen to wat is said in a song, the lyrics, they might just connect to yer life in some way u can nvr xplain. tis might sound cliche but it's da truth. y dun u try it someday coz u might b surprise with wat u might find. it's not da beat tat matters, it's da lyrics tat counts.

simple plan, linkin park (they ROCK!!!!), eminem, bsb (hey! i waz still naive fer god's sake!), dario G, n not 2 ferget da malaysian bands... and many (a gazillions) more are from differ genres of music but i find tat i can really relate ma life 2 their lyrics though. heheh... not tat i can relate ma life 2 eminem's songs, but he's good... wish i can rap free style like dat... well who knows... :) shud try it 1 day though. there's always a 1st fer everythin. enuff ramblin fer a day... gotta jet... peace out :)