SNAFU

Y??? y the fuck can't theze ppl leave me alone??? y the fuck do they hav 2 ask me all these fucked up questions??? what the fuck do they want from me??? they want me to tell da fuckin truth??? well if i did, then my dad wud b all fucked up!! i can't tell them tat tat fuckin b'atchy aunt of mine brain wash my dad in2 talkin me 2 study in MMU. i fuckin can't!! coz then they'd blame my dad, and who knows wat they might say 2 my dad??? fuckers n b'atch. they oni know how 2 assume and not really know the truth behind all this chaos in ma life. maybe those who need 2 do some realization are they themselves. they think tat they know every single fuckin d'tales in ma life. HELL NO!! screw them fer makin all those fucked up assumptions. HELL YEAH!! what the fuck... i'll make them realize how wrong they are. one day i'm gonna write wat they've done n publish em in da newspaper 2 show them how fucked up they were in their lives... fer now i just need 2 achive my goals and spit on their faces when the time comes. SNAFU...

day off... awsome!!!

ma day off... oni one word 2 describe it... A-W-S-O-M-E, AWSOME!!! woke up... watch tv... had a wet reunion... shoppin... n now... lepakin! it feels so good 2 get a day off after all da hard work... phew.... time 2 think... brb :D

workin => shoppin

wat do i hav 2 say bout shoppin... I HATE IT! but when all i do is work n no play... i need shoppin... just 2 pamper myself fer all da hardwork i've put myself through. hahah... guess tat's a good reason fer me 2 go shoppin... i need 2 do it once in a while though... 2 stock up my supplies... wat kind of supplies u may ask? the usuals... gals stuff... heheh... i dun really buy clothes... hate doin tat... but papers are my fav purchases... heheh, guess now u know where 2 get paper when u need em :)

And There Was Then

Hmmm.... Things hadn't been great fer me in da past few daze. Down with a cold... damn! I hate it when I'm sick. Neways, on da bright side, I've decided on da title of da book dat i wanna write. "And There Was Then"... A story about my mum's childhood... all da mischievous stuff dat me mom n her siblings did when they were lil.... 2 bad I cudn't go through dat kinda childhood. Stuff they did back then we kewl...heheh.... Well I guess I'd better jet off 2 bed... Stinky is callin me n I can't stand it.... ZZZzzzzz..........

zeeco, sicko!

DAMN!!! y on earth o i hav 2 fall sick? i friggin hate this... it SUCKS BIG TIME!! but on the other hand...heheh... i DUN HAV 2 GO 2 WORK! AWSOME!!! i feet hurts, tat's a good enuff reason fer me 2 not go 2 work rite? heheh... neways i'm down with a fever... i'm very veRY VERY sure tat tat's a good enuff reson fer me 2 not go 2 work... MUAHAHHAHAHAH MC!!!!!!!

hey hey, i'm just bein honest...shucks!

in lovin memory of baby ronny caden gunther

A Simple Goodbye
by Sea Cruel

i can see that you
are almost over me

gonna make it simple for ya
wont stand in your way baby
gonna set you free my darling
gonna cut you loose now now now
wont be the broken hearted
lets finish what we started
wont try and make you stay
you wont even have to say

bye-bye
bye-bye
bye-bye

change can be so cool
but so unneseserry
i can see that you
are almost over me
gonna make it simple for ya
wont stand in your way baby
gonna set you free my darling
gonna cut you loose now now now
wont be the broken hearted
lets finish what we started
wont try and make you stay
you wont even have to say

gonna make it simple for ya
wont stand in your way baby
gonna set you free my darling
gonna cut you loose now now now
wont be the broken hearted
my dearly departed
wont try and make you stay
you wont even have to say

bye-bye
bye-bye
bye-bye

bye-bye
bye-bye
bye-bye

bye-bye
bye-bye
bye-bye

bye-bye
bye-bye
bye-bye

breakaway...

[verse 1]
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But, when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I'd pray
I could break away

[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

[verse 2]
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away

[chorus]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

[bridge]
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away

[chorus 2]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away

Breakaway
Breakaway

it's a sad, sad day...

2day... i've got the news tat i wud hav 2 say goodbye 2 some1 i haven't even met... it's da saddest news i've received ever since i cud remember. my cuz's new born(only 4 daze old) has a week heart and he cudn't breathe by his own. they didn't wana let him go, but they had 2... choices were either 2 pull out the plugs or 2 go on n c how long he can last, with brain damage... and he would grow up 2 b a veggieman. choices dun seem like any choices at all... and there's nothin any1 can do about it... *sigh*

Ma Life Till 2day

Nag Nag Nag.... All those ppl can do is nag... Y can't they fer 1ce support wat I'm doin. Neways, I'm determined. Nothin any1 said can change my mind. Nag all they want... c if i care. 2day I've decided 2 write a book on childhood memories. Hadn't decided on da title yet... I'm gonna post an occurance a day... We'll c how it goes.